Monologue.

A simple scroll down your contact list, a mere browsing of your planner with birthday dates, a quick glance at your friends list.
How many friends have you filtered out of your life? Drifted apart? Became strangers again?

Sometimes there’s no huge fight that marks the end of a friendship. No discord sowed, no major fights, no huge unsolvable misunderstandings, no potential "it's-gonna-be-awkward-from-now-on-so-lets-not-see-each-other-anymore" moments. Sometimes it just falls apart for no good reason.
Distance lengthening gap. 
Time's merciless erosion. 
Novel relationships that trigger dementia. 
New people that push old ones out.
New priorities that compress outdated ones down, burying them in the deep trenches of earth.
Somehow these things can become more important than your connection; they shouldn’t but they do. And as we get older we tend to downsize, prioritize our new needs. Trim the corners of our lives so that it fits the current frame; keeping what’s important and discarding what isn’t. Sometimes we stop needing people in our lives and it isn’t even conscious.

In so many ways, losing a close friend is worse than losing a lover. Lovers are transient for the most part but friends are supposed to be there for you always, or so we like to believe they will. Friendship is a special kind of love that’s not supposed to fade. You never expect the one person you thought you could always depend on to disappear without saying goodbye. And when they do you feel sickeningly stupid and cheated, wondering what you meant to them all along, or whether you were just convenient, or in the right place at the right time.

I always believe that the greatest distance doesn't exist between the infamiliarity of 2 total strangers, but rather, the negligence of one another so much, the friendSHIP drifts so far out from shore, and out of sight, out of mind, viola, you dont even remember how the shore looked like anymore...

So what if an island of paradise awaits?



P.S. To those whom birthday falls on this very special day, don't say that you're unfortunate to celebrate it quadrennially, but rather, be thankful to those who remember, and happy that it marks 4 awesome yrs of friendship for some :D
Happy leap year.

Never had a dream come true till the day that I found you

A part of me will always be with you.

Day 1 I first laid my eyes on you,
day 2, I cant help but think of you,
day 3 was the same as day 2,
day 4 I fell in love with you,
day 5 you spent it with me,
sixth day knocked me off my feet,
day 7 thats when I knew to spend the rest of my life with you,

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If emotions can be fractionally distillated, I bet mine will have no clear distinction(s) between the respective fractions; all of them are probably ironically separated by what apprears to be blurred boundaries.
How can 2 very different solutions mix, when they are of varied densities, of dissmilar nature, etc?
Clearly one would be floating on top of the other, being triumphantly aloof, whilst the sunken other will remain in its depressed state forever. (Puns intended.)

But on second thought, why not? 
Even parallel lines which have so much in common will never meet each other.



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Crack this, and I'll tell you exactly how I feel towards you.